Am I...guiltless or innocent?

I believe that I have done something wrong again. I'm quietly looking for an answer. I don't think it's really the time to cause trouble and act spoiled.

If I'm a stranger,then it's okay for my heart to hurt and I can congratulate you.So,please let me become a stranger!!

My life becoming twisted into taking care of you. I should have never falling love with you.

I don't want to see this.I have to turn away.But my body won't listen to me.What should I do?

She is a star, someone that many people love and respect.Liking someone like her is not necessarily bad or special.Since I am only one person out of many,I guess I am not special.That's right,I'm not special.

Growing up...

Never thought it would be so tough growing up. Sometimes, I just want to give up. But there is always a little voice inside of me to cheer me up.

I guess life ought to have tough times. But eventually hard times will bring you happy times. It just depends on how you look at it

Things tend to happen for a reason which is hard to see at first time. You won't see it unless you go seek for it. Sometimes it takes time to see it. But most of time, all it takes is patience.

Be patient, and tough times will pass. Rainbows are hard to be seen,unless it stormed recently. Everything will be sunny soon.

My Life Is Blah...

I am so bored, I have come to point where I refreshed my Facebook account in every 5 minutes, just to see if any notifications from my friends, eventhough I am sick and tired of Facebooking. Only a few more days till weekend, cant wait to meet up with my lovely friends. I just cannot wait for the day to come. It seems like an eternity.

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

to you, you, you and you...

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

And Happy Valentine’s Day too, if you’re into that sort of thing.

Will be going home in a few hours, coming back next week.

Be well, stay safe. Let me know if you have too many ang pows.

Searching for answers? Maybe you’ve already found it.

Hey there!It has been a very very long while since i last wrote an entry. I tried writing a few times but i was just too busy to write. Either that or i wasn’t in the mood to write. Wrote half way and then felt that it was boring so i deleted them.

Furthermore, the gay problem have made me headaches. So, I can't think wisely.

I was just thinking about things and then suddenly WHAM! the title of this post just came to me. So, if you have time to spare, then you can read on.

I believe people who are searching for answers can be categorized into the following Marvel characters:

IRONic Men

A lot of people out there are searching for real answers or truths. Ironically, some of them have already found the answer but chose to ignore it because the truth works against them. If they continue to ignore ‘the truth’, then logically, they will never find it and thus their quest for ‘the truth’ will never end. Either that, or they will look until they find an answer that suits their taste or an answer that agrees with them but then, that wouldn’t be considered as searching for ‘the truth’ since it’s more of ’searching for someone to agree with me’.Having said the above, somehow the Iron Men continues zealously in his journey to find ‘the truth’ and at times will be saddened because ‘the truth’ that he is seeking for does not seem to appear.

STORM

These people are the type that says that they’re looking for answers but from their actions, they don’t actually seem to bother looking for answers. At times, they will strive to find answers and then they’ll stop looking and do other things before venturing out again on their quest for answers. They are like the weather, sometimes sunny and sometimes rain. They might look for answers and then suddenly stop looking only to continue looking later on.

WOLVERINE

These people are a little bit weird. They’re trying to show people that they’re ‘deep’ and so they go around telling others that they are searching for answers but actually they have no intention to change whatsoever. They are a bit irritating because when you question their motives, they tend to get all flared up with claws unsheathed, ready to strike at you for questioning their determination and their ‘deepness’.

Right, i can’t think anymore with the flu and all and so i am going to stop writing.

Buh Bye...(^_~)

WTF,I’m Not Gay You Idiot!!!

Location : Facebook chat
Time : 12.35 a.m

Syamer : wey...

Aku : nape?

Syamer : Aku dengor org kate mg gay.Btol ke?

Aku : Masyallah,spe plop wak cite ning?Mg dgor dri mane?

Syamer : Ntoh, heboh doh awok ning citer psal mg..

Aku : Spe?

Syamer : Ade laa...Aku nok dgor dri mulut mg diri.Btol Ke?

Aku : WTF!! Setan laa spe hok wak citer tuh...

Syamer : Cpat laa jawab.Aku dok kisoh pon klu btol...

Aku :Mane ade syamer weh.otak aku dok sewel lg nok wak mende tuh..

Syamer :..................

Gay? no, i'm not gay. why do people think i am?

Now, almost the whole university knows about it. is it because of somebody concoct a story to blot me off or something else?

There's no way for me to be a gay. eeeeee....

It is not for me to answer if I am gay or not. Only God and my mother know about my sexuality. What kind of person are you if you believe in such wild gossip?

I have nothing against homosexuals, but God has created Adam and Eve for lots of reasons, and for some reasons, God didn't put Adam and Steve or Annie and Eve together.

No, I've nothing against homosexuals. i just don't agree to their lifestyle, that's all. it's like me tasting a dish, and i say it's not nice, but you say it's delicious. and i have nothing against that.

I am not gay just because i don't hang out with girls. Why? because I'm a shy person especially with girls. They're nice enough and i just connect with them when there have a need to do so.

“Only those who are sincere will be able to differentiate what is the truth and not”

Well, sorry to burst your bubble buddy, but I like girls only ok? My ass is for exit, not entry ok? I like pies, not strudels ok? I want abalones, not bananas ok? Please lah, I'm not gay!!!

C.N Blue - I'm a loner...*best siot!!

C.N Blue - I'm a loner

(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.

(Rap)
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.

# oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night,
I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

(Rap)
If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.

I'm in love with C.N Blue

C.N Blue, it stands for “Code Name Blue.” They are a Korean indie band under the same management of F.T Island.

But, they are now gaining attention as their oldest member Jung Yonghwa plays Kang Shinwoo in the boy-band idol drama,” You’re Beautiful”, starring Park Shinhye, Jang Geunseok, and F.T Island’s Lee Hongki. If you can’t recognize Jung Yonghwa, he’s the one wearing the Run DMC shirt (a wise choice by the stylist, by the way).

The band is composed of 4 young band members ranging in ages from 17 to 20 years of age. They released their album last August, gaining some recognition in Japan. Maybe after the drama, they’ll rise to higher popularity in their motherland.

Plus! They sing in English!!Take a listen to the preview to their album 'Bluetory' and 'Now or Never'.

------------- PROFILE ------------

- VOCAL & GUITAR (Leader) -
Name: Lee Jong Hyeon [이종현]
Birthdate: 05.15.1990


- VOCAL & GUITAR-
Name: Jeong Yong Hwa [정용화]
Birthdate: 06.22.1989

- DRUMS-
Name: Kang Min Hyuk [강민혁]
Birthdate: 06.28.1991

-BASS-
Name: Lee Jung Shin [이중신]
Birthdate: 09.15.1991

- BASS-
Name: Kwon Kwang Jin [권광진]
Birthdate: 08.12.1992

So,decide for yourself!

6 Hours at HTAA

I went to the Hospital Tengku Ampuan Afzan (HTAA) yesterday evening because one of my BFF, Aloy got dislocation of left shoulder joint while playing volleyball and couldn’t move his arm – this is the seventh times after he got the same injury last three month because of rugby.

I took some picture.You can see it below.

Before the surgery process

While waiting the surgery to finish

Haha,so boring lorr.The surgery procedure took almost 1 hour.So,while waiting, Azfar and me took some gimmick photo as a patient. The nurses were so friendly and sporting also. We have a chance to chat but I'm not flirting okay!!!

After the surgery

It's a very touching moment lorr. Azfar looks so sad. Don't worry laa, Aloy is okay. He look like that because of he is in anesthesia to reduce the pain.

His arm needs to be in a sling for two weeks – currently, it’s one week two days and counting.He can't play any sport for 2 months.

I tried to tell the doctor that volleyball is not a dangerous sport. The doctor laughed at me.But it's okay because she is so damn cute lorr....(^_~)

Accident in front of KK4

Accident which occurred at 3:00 pm in front of KK4. Motorcycle ride by two students was infringed by a taxi. Both students have a serious injury, while taxi drivers do not suffer any injuries. All parties should be careful when driving on road. We must observe speed limits and road regulations.

Here some pictures to review.

The taxi

The motocycle

"Drive carefully, remember those loved ones"