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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happy New Year 2010..

After the year 2009, the New Year 2010 has in store various things for different persons. It is expected to be an eventful year with achievements and success in every field. This year you would achieve bigger goals and fulfill those commitments which were pending last year.

Whatever work we had thought of taking up but failed to do so, should be taken up this year. We all would try to make this New Year 2010 more successful and joyful.

Yes, I do realize that it's not quite time to celebrate the new year,but no reason not to be prepared right? Perfect for wishing your friends and family a very happy 2010.

days just passed by..just like that.
even when a clock ticks..every ticks equals to seconds.and the needle on the clock just keep ticking until it counts 60.and puff!!..already 1 minute passed.


time never waits for human.it will never wait for me!except when i use a stop watch.wahahah...

i wonder what Allah had planned for me in the future.how long will i live?how good can i be in my life?i just can do the best everyday.the very best from me.but, still, until now, i think i had never do anything that is best out of me.just moderate.i guess.

life is so unexpected.unpredictable.and i think that my life is just like the Stephen Curve**lol.

wishing all a Happy New Year. May you have a wonderful and blessed year.

~Welcome 2010~


Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Start of new semester...

Salam and hello everyone. Sorry for lack of updates recently and I’ve to admit that I wasn’t writing and posting actively in these 2 months due to some reasons that I can’t explain here. Well, this is just a quick-short-simple-update entry from me.

After having 'quite long' holiday since November, it's time to start the new semester.Since the new semester has started about a week and I’m now in Semester 4 for my 2nd year of my degree, I have to focus more on my studies.

Last semester was my most busy semester for me, but I still don’t have any idea about this semester, maybe it would be the same or more busy. Well, I’ll wait and see what will happen next.

First week of new semester is just like a holiday week, even in reality it is not a holiday, but it is a holiday because you’re not going to use much of your brain in this first week. Haha...

Anyway, you might be wondering why I’m telling and writing all these to you. Well, I’m still wondering too and still thinking of a good answer to give to you. But, tell me if you got the answer.

Owh, I think I should stop here for now and I think this entry is quite short enough to describe my previously mentioned “quick-short-simple-update” entry.bye!

Monday, December 28, 2009


this is my first time tournament with UMP volleyball team.although we do not win gold, we won bronze medal at least.a great start for me rite!!!

hope we can do better in the next tournament.insyallah..

Sesmarian Batch 29 Gathering & BBQ

After long time not see each other, Zulfadli a.k.a Cheoh has set up a gathering for Sesmarian Batch 29 at Teluk Ketapang,Kuala Terengganu. About 21 members attended this ceremony.

there still a lot of members who can't present on that day because they were busy with their schelude.it's ok laa guys.next time we'll set up a more 'havoc' reunion.insyallah...

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

these eyes are hurting me...

i’m starting to hate myself for trying the fucking lasik thing.

it’s hurting like shit and im seeing things that dont exist. worst than that it’s the fucking astigmatism. i wanna see something and i see something else.

i make a lots of mistake on my volleyball friendly and training these days.the ball was coming to me and i'm not perceive it...*sigh*

it’s great when you’re looking for number 8 and all you see is a 88, let’s not talk about pressing the wrong buttons!

i miss my ol’ eyes and i miss my family a lot.

Somebody please help meeeeeeeee!!!

Lack of inspiration...

Recently I’ve been lacking many things, inspiration being one of them.

However I thought I had enough of self-pity, low-self-esteem, seriously I had enough and now is the time for a little change.

This blog’s been very boring and disgusting lately, so I suppose those faithful readers need an apology.

It’s something that has to be fixed and it’s a promise or at least I changed the looks.

That’s it for now!

Zodiac signs and obsessions...

I don’t believe in horoscopes and zodiac signs cos they’re so absurd still once in a while i enjoy checking ‘em. sometimes these once-in-a-while become so often it looks like an obsession.

There are several things that affect people’s moods like weather, surroundings, food….. so being all human surely those who share pretty the same backgrounds may show alike characteristics as well.

Anyway, the other day I was reading random stuff and I bumped into something interesting, someone categorized dominant people according to their signs, Yeah that is pretty interesting so it’s something I’m gonna post real soon.

Ok time to go to bed, it’s 12.40 am and i’m not feeling sleepy at all and it’s not a good sign.

I want to hear you moan so loud those heartless ice covering the river shatter into pieces.

well that’s a thought not at all practical when you hear your partner snoring in the other room.

I may start posting pictures again but that wont be this week cos I’m pretty enjoying blogging.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Arshavin did it again..

Liverpool 1-2 Arsenal

Arsenal came from behind to win at Anfield on Sunday afternoon.

Andrey Arshavin returned to Anfield to haunt Liverpool again as his smart finish gave Arsenal a 2-1 victory.

Arshavin, who scored all four goals in the draw on this ground last April, capitalised on Glen Johnson's error to fire in off a post in the 58th minute.

Johnson's own goal just after half-time had handed Arsenal an equaliser after Dirk Kuyt had put Liverpool ahead four minutes before the break.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Thank you Aki!!!

Just remembered my late grandfather.Really-really miss him so much.He always by my side when I got scolded by my parent.

My grandfather sometimes invites me over to his house whenever holiday. I really like to go to his house. Why? It’s because he will then talk to me and tell me about his life experience and teach me life lessons. He likes to give me a lot of advice and i listen with an open mind.

“If you live life without a goal, you are like a vehicle with limited fuel. You drive around aimlessly and halfway through, your gas runs out and you have yet to reach your destination.”

“If you are old, always feel green. Never once think that you have matured. Once you feel matured, that is the time when you stop learning and start decaying”

“No man is an island. We all need each other. Nobody is perfect. We were born to fill in the gaps that others have and likewise others are needed to fill the gaps that we have. That is why even though you might not like a person, it doesn’t mean that you should totally ignore them.”

“What you are in the future depends on the books that you’re reading today, the friends that you’re hanging around with today and whether you have determined a goal to achieve.”

“Always smile!”

The above are some of his favorite sayings. My grandfather is a really great guy. I think 50% of the changes that happened to me was due to his contribution. He really broke down my walls.I am a better person than i was before. Thank you Aki!!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Je veux...

Je veux atteindre étoiles
mais je crains que dans le noir foncé

Je tiens à l'approche de la lune
mais je Gusar sur les rayons de lumière

Je veux aller au soleil
mais je doute que brûler avant la destination

Je veux trouver la lumière
Je ne veux pas en permanence sombre
parfois je tombe dans le
mais la vie est aussi le nom du test
Ohh Dieu me soit en aide pour survivre

par ainizzaty 211109 22:31 heure française

Malay translation :

aku ingin menggapai bintang
tapi aku takut pada gelap yang kelam

aku ingin dekati bulan
tapi aku gusar pada sinarnya yang terang

aku ingin menapak ke matahari
tapi aku ragu jika terbakar sebelum di destinasi

aku ingin mencari cahaya
aku tidak mahu selamanya gelita
kadang aku rebah di dalam
tapi hidup ini pun namanya ujian
Ohh Tuhan bantulah aku untuk bertahan

oleh ainizzaty 211109 22:31 waktu perancis

This poem was created by one of my friends,Ain Izzaty...
It is attractive to a shared...
but I can not interpret the deep meaning...
So, for those who can translated its' meaning,please do ok!!

beware with your credit card...

Beware when using credit card to fill petrol. Just got to know about this case through a friend that this thing actually happened to one of his co-workers.

She used her credit card to purchase gas at the pump (like most of us do).She received her receipt like normal.. However, when she checked her statement, there were 2 50 charges added in addition to her purchase.

Upon investigation, she found out that because she did not press the 'CLEAR' button on the pump, the employee inside the store was able to use her card to purchase his/her own gas!

To keep this from happening, after you get your receipt, you must press the 'CLEAR' button or your information will be stored until the next customer inserts their card.

Be sure to tell all your friends/family so that this doesn't happen to them!Pressing the clear button is a must whenever your have the transactions, wherenever, whenever and every time.Remember that ok!!

Friday, December 11, 2009

Kolokium SRN 2009

Programme : Kolokium SRN 2009
Venue : Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson
Duration : 9 - 11 December 2009
Organized by: Department of National Unity and Integration Nasional (JPNIN)

Officially opened by: Deputy Minister in the Prime Minister's Department Senator Datuk T. Murugiah (Representative, on behalf of the Minister in the Prime Minister's Department Senator Tan Sri Koh Tsu Koon)

Purpose: To provide an opportunity for leaders in public and private IPT SRN share experiences and exchange views on the management of the IPT SRN respectively and define strategies to strengthen the management and implementation of the SRN.

me with the certificate

just returned back from these programme. so tired lorr...
i promise to talk about it next time ok...
when i got the strength to do so..
see you..
now go to bed..

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

busy again...

at last, i'll be busy again...
no more sleeping...
no more playing...
no more fishing...

my schedule for this month :

1. Kem Kolokium SRN
Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson
9-11 December 2009

2. Volleyball Training
Kompleks Sukan UMP
12-17 December 2009

3. Karnival SIPTAR
UMT & UDM, Kuala Terengganu
19-22 December 2009

4. Sesmarian Batch 29 Gathering & BBQ
Rumah Zulfadli Mazlan, Seberang Takir
26 December 2009

5. Year 2 Semester 2 Registration
UMP kampus Gambang
27 December 2009

gud bye holiday...
i'll miss u again...*sigh*

elephant santuary

me, my sis n my brother-in-law

me n my brothers

my eldest sister wedding..

my big family

Congratulations!!! Wish you always fill each others lives with love and joy....

From these day forward, as you share life's joys and trials, always be together through both laughter and the tears. Wishing you every happiness as you begin your life together...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009


Finally, I’m happy with the way the blog looks and works. I don’t know what caught a hold of me, but I dropped everything else to re-do this blog and its design.Probably the thing that got me really excited.

Really simple and elegant, clean code, and I really loved the colours too. It gave me a great platform to work from and enhance.I’m still thinking about changing the header to give it a bit more personality. A project for another day…

In the meantime, I hope I will start to blog more here. Now, to bed...

Tasik Kenyir fishing trips

a tapah weighing 7 kg

Recently I had the benefit of a little extra time to do some fishing with my male family members. Excited, I got a sms from my brother-in-law to plan a fishing trip in Tasik Kenyir for the Saturday and Sunday. All holiday, no play almost turned me into a dull boy. I decided to fish as well.

Fishing was more of a joyride, checking out different areas. Upon arriving at the river mouth, we found the water too shallow for our boat. There is this long sand bank that made going into the mangrove impossible. We headed back out & fished near some other rocky outcrop.

We had lots of nibbles from crabs at the bottom. After a while my rod tip dipped. I grabbed my rod & slowly brought in the slack. Suddenly all hell broke lose. My reel screamed & the fight was on. The fish swam under the boat & I was praying that my tackle would hold. After about 5 minutes of play I finally landed the fish. A 'baung' of about 1kg in weight made me smile.

a baung that was fish by me

After about an hour we decided to do some trolling back to the jetty. We trolled around some more rocky outcrops but no takers. We arrived at one rocky outcrop that was boiling with leaping anchovies. There must be something big down there. Only problem was we ran out of time and had to return to the resort to do a nature walk.

These fishing trips was indeed great fun & good relaxation. Trouting my brother-in-law make good fishing buddies. Looking forward to fishing with you again bro.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

holiday boredness

okay,first of all, i hate to call this a holiday because I didn't enjoy it at all.Just stay at home doing nothing,ouh yeaaaaah its the most boring-est holiday I've ever had, i mean the only thing i can do is
sleeping,eating,watching TV and playing some PS3 games n then sleeping again.

the only place I went for outing is mosque for Aidiladha n jumaat prayer..*sigh*

I'm very frustrated right now. because I hate it if i didn't enjoy my holiday and its such a waste.For me,i reaaaaaaally need to enjoy and relax during holidays.That !I call a real Holiday.I hate to think about study during holidays.haaaaiiiih

well,at least I get to spend time with my family and get to see my life time bestfriend/soulmate sister/ my bebbeh for one day even though the only thing we did on that day was eating.hah! layaaaaaaaaaan...

Thursday, November 19, 2009

like brother,like sister...

haa, dunno what title i should give to this,
just wanna to say that my fourth sister got 5 As in her UPSR exam....

waa, she is just like me,hahahahaha.....
but she is more genius...
bcoz she got 'Pelajar UPSR Terbaik Negeri Terengganu'...
she is damn gorgeous....

really glad with you laa sis...
hope you can got lots of offer from boarding school...

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

finally,exams over!!!!yippeee =D

finally the time that i was waiting for had come...
my final last paper was today...
what i've studied for all came out..
so,lets hope for the best on the results..

thank you to mummy and daddy for non stop praying for me
during my exams :)
totally love u so much!!!

without u..
i wont be able/manage to survive until now...
thank thank thank thank you so much!!!
hehe! :)

for now..
i just want to relax and chill...
no more books...
no more studying...
no more reading..
but only for the time being lah..
later i have to start on my semester 4 on 27th of December..
just one months holiday...
so,i'm gonna enjoy...

well,i am very happy that my last paper is not that stressful.

alrite,thats all for now...
now i want to clear all my books and notes...
put it all away...
then sit back and relax...
ngee! =D

Monday, November 16, 2009

hepy bufday zizan a.k.a T.O.P

Zizan : 16 November 1989

I just want to say,
Happy Birthday To you, my dear, dear friend
You have always been there for me
And our friendship will never end

생일 축하합니다 (saeng-il chukha-hamnida)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

happy bufday mummy...

today,is another special day..
it's my mum's bday..yeay =D

sadly,can't celebrate with her :(

just wanna wish u..


ur not old, ur still young ok..hehe! ;)

hope u will have a great celebration with all our family..


hugs and kisses from me to you.muaahhh...(^__~)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

1 more to go..

its been 2 weeks after my 1st paper exam starts on o6th november...
my last paper will be on 18th..
yup,i have a looooooong gap between those 5 papers..
quite pressure at times..
bcoz u have to study the same thing over and over again.....sigh!

most of my friends had finished their paper..
moreeee stressful..
becoz they can now freely enjoy..
jeles nyee!!!
hehe :p

anyway,1 week more to go..
just be patient!
and hopefully everything will be okay :)

im back to study now..
take care..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Kalau malas ketawa,senyum pun jadi lah....

Kepada sesape yg ngah tension ngan final exam tue,meh kite layan citer benggong neh...hahahaha

Citer 1
Suami : Kenapa Sayang menangis?
Isteri: Saya telah baca sebuah buku. Sad endinglah bang..
Suami : Buku apa?
Isteri: Buku bank abanglah..

Citer 2
Aderla sorang lelaki datang ke sebuah rumah untuk meminta derma. Derma untuk rumah orang-orang tua. Seorang budak pun membuka pintu .
budak : derma ape bang?
lelaki : derma untuk rumah orang-orang tua. Adik ada apa-apa untuk didermakan?
budak : Nanti jap. Saya ambilkan atuk saya.
lelaki : ?????

Citer 3
Seorang Tok Batin baru membeli motorsikal Honda dan kebetulan pada jalan pulang terserempak dengan kawanya yang ingin menumpang, lalu ditumpangkan kawanya itu. Dalam perjalanan kawannya merasakan Tok Batin hanya mengunakan gear 1 sahaja lalu bertanyalah kawanya itu,
Kawan Tok Batin : Kenapak kamu hanya pakai gear 1 sahaja.
Tok Batin : Kalau rosak 1 gear ada 2 lagi gear.
Kawan Tok Batin : ????????

Citer 4
Seorang posmen yang datang menghantar surat ..
' Assalamualaikum '
' Walaikumsalam '
' Ni rumah encik Sameon ye?
' Ya saya'
' Poning kepala saya mencari alamat rumah encik ni '
' Buat susah aje encik nie! Apsal tak pos aje?'

Citer 5
Tunang Farid, Siti, menelefonnya untuk memutuskan pertunangan mereka.
Farid : Mengapa?
Siti : Saya dah bosan ngan awak. saya dah ada teman baru. Sebelum tu awak mesti kembalikan semua gambar saya.
Farid : Ok. Tapi saya tak ingatlah yang mana satu gambar awak, Nanti awak pilihlah sendiri. Yang selebihnya kembalikan kepada saya.
Siti : Erkkkkkk.... .... Benci .........

Citer 6
3 org menaiki motor dan ditahan polis trafik. Namun pemandu motor tersebut tidak berhenti. Katanya, 'Tak Muat Dah Tok, Kami dah bertiga!!!

Citer 7
Orang Asli Dan Polis
orang asli : selamat pagi tuan
polis : selamat pagi
polis : apa hal
orang asli : saya nak buat repot tuan!
polis : fasal apa tu?
orang asli : kawan saya di baham harimau
polis : pukul berapa
orang asli : dia tak pukul, terkam
polis : habis?
orang asli : tak habis, tinggal kepala

kisah 8
Seorang lelaki pergi ke klinik mata . Setelah matanya diperiksa, dia bertanya: ' Doktor, lepas pakai cermin mata nanti, boleh ke saya membaca macam orang l ain ?' 'Dah tentu, ' jawab doktor. 'Oh, gembiranya. Dah lama saya buta huruf, akhirnya boleh juga saya membaca,' kata lelaki itu dengan riang.

kisah 9
Sebaik sahaja mengambil tempat duduk di ruang menunggu sebuah klinik, Shan terpandang Amin sedang menangis teresak-esak. Dia segera mendekati Amin.
Shan : Kenapa menangis?
Amin : Saya datang untuk ujian darah.
Shan : Awak takut ke?
Amin : Bukan itu sebabnya. Semasa ujian darah dijalankan, mereka telah terpotong jari saya.
(Mendengarkan penjelasan Amin, Shan menangis.)
Amin : Eh, kenapa pula awak menangis?
Shan : Saya datang untuk ujian air kencing...

kisah 10
Seorang atok membawa cucunya ke pejabat pos untuk menghantar surat ..
Cucunya bertanya bila melihat atoknya memasukkan surat ke dalam tong berwarna merah.
'Atok buat apa tu?'.
'Atok bagi surat kat kawan atok,cu!' jawap atoknya.
Cucunya bertanya lagi, 'Apa bangang sangat kawan atok duduk dalam tong merah tu ?'

kisah 11
Seorang pegawai polis masuk ke bilik mayat sebuah hospital untuk menyiasat punca kematian tiga lelaki sekaligus. Selepas memeriksa mayat-mayat itu, dia bertanya kepada penjaga bilik berkenaan.
Polis : Mengapa ketiga-tiga mayat tersenyum?
Penjaga : Lelaki pertama sedang bersanding, apabila tiba2 diserang strok.
Lelaki kedua pula khabarnya menang loteri dan mati serangan sakit jantung manakala yg ketiga disambar petir.
Polis : Hah! Kenapa disambar petir pun tersenyum?
Penjaga : Masa tu dia ingat orang sedang ambil gambarnya...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


Everyone grew up with Maggi in some way. Either from consuming MAGGI because it’s delicious, fast and convenient, because that’s the only food a student can afford or because one does not know how to cook anything else besides MAGGI! Whatever the reason is, MAGGI has found its way to all households in Malaysia and Malaysians overseas.

The sounds of Mee Maggi, “sedap dirasa, senang di masak ” which roughly translated means “fast to cook, good to eat“, still rings in my ears until today. Almost 2 decades on, Maggi Mee is still one of the favorite instant noodles among Malaysians.

I just bought some MAGGI from Esso Gambang.with exams around the corner there wasn’t just enough time to get a decent meal.hehehehe.....(^_~)

This is what i'm eating right now at 5 a.m in the morning.huhuhu...*so poor of me*T_T

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

be careful...

Berikut adalah artikel yang perlu diambil perhatian sekiranya anda belum membacanya.Sila baca artikel berikut mengenai orang yang HIV positif seronok menyebarkan virus HIV. Ianya pernah ke udara di dalam Televisyen Thai di mana pesakit HIV ditangkap & didakwa, tapi apa gunanya, beliau telah merosakkan ramai orang awam yang tak berdosa. Jadi sila berhati-hati...

Beberapa tempat berbahaya dan kebarangkalian menemui jarum penyuntik yang telah digunakan penagih :

1. Di kawasan pantai. Apabila anda berjalan di pantai sila pakai selipar atau kasut, ada penagih dadah yang melakukan aktiviti di tepi pantai danmenimbus jarum penyuntik di dalam pasir. Penyuntik ini kemudiannya terdedah akibat ombak.

2. Di kawasan permainan kanak-kanak. Satu lagi kawasan pilihan penagih.Terdapat kes di Australia di mana kanak-kanak yg tak berdosa telah tercucuk jarum penyuntik apabila beliau turun daripada papan lunsur & kemudiannya didapati HIV positif.

3. Di panggung wayang. Sila pastikan kerusi yg anda duduki. Kes yang terjadi apabila seorang perempuan duduk di kerusi beliau dan terasa sesuatu benda mencucuk. Beliau berdiri dan mendapati ada penyuntik dan nota berbunyi "Welcome to the real world, you are now HIV positive' .Doktor telah memeriksa jarum tersebut & mengesahkan ianya terdapat virus HIV. Ianya berlaku di Hawai jadi berhati-hati... .

4. Di Georgia & Florida , ada kes menunjukkan pesakit HIV meletakkan penyuntik di dalam tempat mengembalikan syiling, mesin air minuman...jadi pastikan bila anda membeli air atau kandi, perhatikan betul-betul tempat mengembalikan wang syiling... .mungkin terdapat jarum penyuntik di dalamnya.

5. Di restoran Burger King, pesakit HIV yang juga pekerjanya meletakkan sedikit darah di dalam burger & mencampurkan dengan mayonis dan salad. Ianya seperti sos. Jadi cuba jangan pesan burger dengan mayonis & sos Order di tempat lain. Ini adalah nyawa anda. Sila 'foward' maklumat ini sebanyak mungkin kepada orang lain, especially orang yang anda cintai, anak anda
dan sesiapa saja...

Dr Yasmin Anum Mohd Yusof
Associate Professor & Head Dept. of Chemical Pathology
School of Medical Sciences
USM, Kubang Kerian, Kelantan , MALAYSIA .

*got this from my friends. nice info right. so,start from now be careful k...(^_~)

Monday, November 9, 2009

“An apple a day, keeps the doctor away”

Everyone wants to live longer with zero any health problems. Tell me who do not want. Usually, most of us think that if we do avoid smoking or anything else that may bring we can live longer than others. Yes, that is one of the ways. But, there are so many things we can do to live longer than usual. One of them is eat .I know you might think it is weird, “how come eat can make us live longer,” and” such a nonsense” may be the words that popped out from your minds. Stop, let me share with you how will ‘eat’ can make us to live longer.

First, take a daily dose of omega-3s. What the heck it is? I am not sure about it. Sorry, it was a joke.Actually, it is known as ‘anti aging fat’. It is because when you take it regularly, it keeps you cell functioning well which reduce the risk of heart attack, cancer and etc. For your information, seafood is the best source. Malaysia is the country where we can find seafood easily especially at. So, take this chance to take seafood as your dinner.

Secondly, double your fiber. We know that fiber may keep your blood sugar level steady. It can help you to avoid the risk of cancer and promote your heart health. Wow.. I am quiet shocked when I read about most of American eat double fiber. I thought they are preferred to eat fast food or junks. Yes, it may be false, but the truth is the truth. We can take the fiber from fruit as well such as berries, barley and etc.

Thirdly, start today, stop eating when you are 80 percent of full. Japanese practise this eating ritual even until today. They are consumedly low calories diet. The funny thing is, when you eat slow, it can help to control calories.. Have you heard that the women usually full faster than men? Actually, it is because women eat at a slower rate if compare with men that eat quickly. Thus, stop when you are satisfied. Please stop before you try to unbutton because when you do that, it shown that you have eaten too much.

Lastly, take protein regularly into every meal and snack. We know that protein help us to repair our cell. At least one takes twice per day. You really need it because when you get older, most of your cells will be damaged frequently. So, try to take it regularly. What I am afraid is the effects that haunt you at the future permanently.

Hence, if you wish to live longer, try to follow all of these tips. Fail to follow these, bad for you. If you are concern about your health or you life, so go ahead.

Never give up

There are so many reasons that make someone give up so fast. From what I had experienced, it is because the person never got the right support or security from both parents. Yeah, I had experienced it when I want to choose my study path.

My mom and dad like to see me as a doctor and they force me to apply JPA scholarship. Alhamdulillah, I got an offer to pursue my MBBS in Russia. But, I have make them dissapointed when I refuse to go because I know to be a doctor need a lot of sacrifice. It doesn’t suit me at all. For me, an engineer is more better.....*right??*

So, I apply for Petronas scholarship. Of course for engineering course. I like to pursue my study in US for civil engineering, but I failed in EDU-CAMP....WTF~!!

After matriculation, Petronas has offered me to pursue a degree in chemical engineering at UTP. I'm very interested in chemistry, but it doesn’t mean I want to be a chemical engineer. My father was a contractor. I've followed him since I was 6. I was very interested in construction. So, from that time I motivated myself that when I grow up, I want to be a civil engineer.

Alhamdulillah, at last I got what I want in 2008 ; to pursue my degree in civil engineering although it is from UMP.UMP pun best ape....hehehe

Why UMP?Why not UTM? I have been asked by most of my friends. I just answer that => dekat dengan rumah, boleh balik tiap-tiap minggu. hehehe.....*selambe je aku jawab*

Yeah, it's true. I am a homesick person because I have been affectionate since my birth. Most of the weekend I use to re-charge my battery, it's mean I need to see my family lorr. I can't live without them especially with my beloved mother.She always by my side when ever I need her.But, after a few month ago, I have change. No more homesick in my dictionary.

What I know is that it is actually quite helpful to talk to someone who can advices and guidance you to the right path. It is so helpful and important. Trust me. This is because they may give us something to ease our anxiety. I have my family beside me. Although it’s not what they want, but they still gave me 100% support. Thanks you mom,dad.....really2 appreciated with what you have done to me.

In my opinion, mostly we need to be pushed to do things. I’m like that too. I’ll start and never finish things unless someone makes me. Like malay proverb : Bagai tukul dengan pahat. We must knock it first before it goes through.Am I right???

But what the point is, tell ourselves that we can and do not allow doubt to come into our mind. I’m also thinking that we all are scared of the reality of life. At least we must admit it because most people include me tries to avoid it in destructive ways.

For that, do not allow life to bring us down. We were made for a reason and we are going to do something great if we believe.

Besides that, if we start to feel a little down, try to distract ourselves from those feelings. We can avoid it by doing things that we like such as walking around or listen to music. For a Muslim, like we already known, the best cure is by recite al-Quran…

So,don’t ever give up ok.....(^_~)

Sunday, November 8, 2009

my team..

After talk a lot about my bff, now I would like to talk about my team. I can play most of the sports, but my favorite sport are volleyball and hockey. I got so many team. But I enjoy my playing time most in Don't Nerd Team and KMK Volleyball team.

Don't Nerd Team

Such a good team. We won all the competition that we entered especially hockey. No matter what competition they are, we fight as a team even I entered Nasyid competition with them. Hahaha..(^_~)

KMK Volleyball Team 07/08

Such a good memories with them. Very-very enjoyable team that I got. They got all the character as a team : friendly,cooperate,loyalty. We won gold for KMK in KAKOM 07/08.
Thanks god for such a good team.

my bff...

I am sure everyone in this world has their own friends. Everyone cannot live in this world without having any friends. I also have a lot of best friends, but the special friend that i learn about the meaning of friendship are little. We always together but now we are have our own responsibility and have own dream to achieve.They have their own path. Even we are not meet and together like before but we always keep in touch each other. I really miss them and our memories. Miss you a lots guys...(^_~)

My Sesma BFF

Hanapiah Sharunk And Faiz Teleng.

A very2 good friend that stand by my side all times. We spent almost time together because we're in the same dorm and class.Play truant together, play together, eating together, walking together, even sleep together. Hahahaha.....


Mohd Helmi b. Abd. Manan.

I just call him 'Lemi' @ 'Emy'. He such a nice person he is. He likes as my brother. Very-very close to me even sometime people misinterpreted us as sibling.


From left : Adib, Jepar and Alloy

I have been friend with them almost 2 years already. They were there if I got any
distress. They help me a lot in my study. Very-very appreciated with what have they done to me. Without them, I don't know how to survive in this cruel world.

Love you guy...(^_~)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

another kayaking..

It's no fun if we go to the beach without bathing right!!! So, I want to review a little about our beaches bathing. Got so much fun lorr..(^__~)

So, here we go...

Pantai Miang

Beach Bathing

jump,jump and jump...

beach mummy

*so poor to kak eja.x pasal2 kna timbus ngan pasir.hehehe.....

Sorry for the late posting about the bathing. Just got the pictures from Peter. Thanks you Peter!!!

i'm relieved...

At last, I got to see her after a long time. She just finished her double presentation today. One at 2.00 p.m and another one at 7.10 p.m. So poor you are, my dear....

After today, there no more busy schedule for her. Just waiting for final exam like me.hehehehe...

Dinner tonight was very special because she was accompany me. Differ with before because we have our dinner with my lovely family. Sorry for her because she has to treat my family's mischievous behavior.

Sorry my dear!!!


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Vous me manquez tellement..

It has been a week since our last meeting. It's seen we're slowly apart. I know she was very busy with her schedule, but at least she could tell me what is she doing, what is she eating and etc...

It's hurt you know...

I'm speechless. Dunno why, I'm too emotional right now.

I just want to tell her => 'Vous me manquez tellement'......

Hope she know about my feeling right now...T_T

Monday, November 2, 2009

Upnext => Final Exams

Whoa, finals is just next week and i have so much to study!

Urm..all the best everyone!!!

Study smart, not study hard okey...

Let's do well together.


Happy studying!!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

last classes wif Miss Najiyah


Thank you for your sacrifice.
Thank you for being patient to us.

We love you...!!!

kayaking project...*best siot*

UMP kayaking once again make another activity to fulfill their ko-q marks. It's like a final exam for those who took kayaking for their ko-q this semester. It have been held at Casuarina Resort at Pekan, Pahang on 24 & 25 of October.

A lots of thing was happened, but I can't review much. Sorry guys, i'm just going to summarize it because tonne of works were waiting me to finish it.

we depart from UMP at 9 a.m. but, because of some clashes with Briged Siswa activities, we're departed 30 minutes later.bad management right???....*sigh*

we stayed for 2 days and one night over there and I got a lots of new experiences. especially kayaking at the sea, fighting with the wave and the strong wind. got a lots of fun lorr.but so sad we can't take some picture at that moment because we're not allowed bring camera to the sea(fear of falling to the sea).huhuhu....

kayaking pass through the estuary of the river were quite difficult. a lot of challenges before we enter to the sea. billow and sometime collide with others kayak. but, we pass through it without any kayak rolled back. everyone had survive..hehehe

we spent around 2 hours on the evening for one way and we returned back to the jetty on the next morning. Actually, we should do kayaking in pairs, 1 boy and 1 girl in 1 kayak. But Sobri was chosen me as his partner(bukan sbb kitorg gay ok). It's just because no girls were consented with us. Yelaa, I'm not handsome right!!! Alhamdulillah, we managed to be the first person arriving both ways. Sobri, we did it!!! hehehe...

At night, we had barbecue. there have about 40kg of various fish and one 'ikan pari helang' weighting about 17kg.

Enjoy watching some picture I had captured on that day....


night talking..

evening walking..

Barbecue time....

we should departed at 5 p.m but the driver bus lost their ways and the bus was very2 *****.
so our journey to return back to UMP was delayed for 2 hours..WTF

we arrived at UMP around 10.30 p.m.a little bit tired but we've so much fun. thanks to Mr. Azhar for giving us such opportunity....

Never do it before. What i can say, this is a nice activity. I got such a great experience. Wanna to join it again if I got the chance.....