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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happy New Year 2010..

After the year 2009, the New Year 2010 has in store various things for different persons. It is expected to be an eventful year with achievements and success in every field. This year you would achieve bigger goals and fulfill those commitments which were pending last year.

Whatever work we had thought of taking up but failed to do so, should be taken up this year. We all would try to make this New Year 2010 more successful and joyful.

Yes, I do realize that it's not quite time to celebrate the new year,but no reason not to be prepared right? Perfect for wishing your friends and family a very happy 2010.

days just passed by..just like that.
even when a clock ticks..every ticks equals to seconds.and the needle on the clock just keep ticking until it counts 60.and puff!!..already 1 minute passed.


time never waits for human.it will never wait for me!except when i use a stop watch.wahahah...

i wonder what Allah had planned for me in the future.how long will i live?how good can i be in my life?i just can do the best everyday.the very best from me.but, still, until now, i think i had never do anything that is best out of me.just moderate.i guess.

life is so unexpected.unpredictable.and i think that my life is just like the Stephen Curve**lol.

wishing all a Happy New Year. May you have a wonderful and blessed year.

~Welcome 2010~


Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Start of new semester...

Salam and hello everyone. Sorry for lack of updates recently and I’ve to admit that I wasn’t writing and posting actively in these 2 months due to some reasons that I can’t explain here. Well, this is just a quick-short-simple-update entry from me.

After having 'quite long' holiday since November, it's time to start the new semester.Since the new semester has started about a week and I’m now in Semester 4 for my 2nd year of my degree, I have to focus more on my studies.

Last semester was my most busy semester for me, but I still don’t have any idea about this semester, maybe it would be the same or more busy. Well, I’ll wait and see what will happen next.

First week of new semester is just like a holiday week, even in reality it is not a holiday, but it is a holiday because you’re not going to use much of your brain in this first week. Haha...

Anyway, you might be wondering why I’m telling and writing all these to you. Well, I’m still wondering too and still thinking of a good answer to give to you. But, tell me if you got the answer.

Owh, I think I should stop here for now and I think this entry is quite short enough to describe my previously mentioned “quick-short-simple-update” entry.bye!

Monday, December 28, 2009


this is my first time tournament with UMP volleyball team.although we do not win gold, we won bronze medal at least.a great start for me rite!!!

hope we can do better in the next tournament.insyallah..

Sesmarian Batch 29 Gathering & BBQ

After long time not see each other, Zulfadli a.k.a Cheoh has set up a gathering for Sesmarian Batch 29 at Teluk Ketapang,Kuala Terengganu. About 21 members attended this ceremony.

there still a lot of members who can't present on that day because they were busy with their schelude.it's ok laa guys.next time we'll set up a more 'havoc' reunion.insyallah...

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

these eyes are hurting me...

i’m starting to hate myself for trying the fucking lasik thing.

it’s hurting like shit and im seeing things that dont exist. worst than that it’s the fucking astigmatism. i wanna see something and i see something else.

i make a lots of mistake on my volleyball friendly and training these days.the ball was coming to me and i'm not perceive it...*sigh*

it’s great when you’re looking for number 8 and all you see is a 88, let’s not talk about pressing the wrong buttons!

i miss my ol’ eyes and i miss my family a lot.

Somebody please help meeeeeeeee!!!

Lack of inspiration...

Recently I’ve been lacking many things, inspiration being one of them.

However I thought I had enough of self-pity, low-self-esteem, seriously I had enough and now is the time for a little change.

This blog’s been very boring and disgusting lately, so I suppose those faithful readers need an apology.

It’s something that has to be fixed and it’s a promise or at least I changed the looks.

That’s it for now!

Zodiac signs and obsessions...

I don’t believe in horoscopes and zodiac signs cos they’re so absurd still once in a while i enjoy checking ‘em. sometimes these once-in-a-while become so often it looks like an obsession.

There are several things that affect people’s moods like weather, surroundings, food….. so being all human surely those who share pretty the same backgrounds may show alike characteristics as well.

Anyway, the other day I was reading random stuff and I bumped into something interesting, someone categorized dominant people according to their signs, Yeah that is pretty interesting so it’s something I’m gonna post real soon.

Ok time to go to bed, it’s 12.40 am and i’m not feeling sleepy at all and it’s not a good sign.

I want to hear you moan so loud those heartless ice covering the river shatter into pieces.

well that’s a thought not at all practical when you hear your partner snoring in the other room.

I may start posting pictures again but that wont be this week cos I’m pretty enjoying blogging.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Arshavin did it again..

Liverpool 1-2 Arsenal

Arsenal came from behind to win at Anfield on Sunday afternoon.

Andrey Arshavin returned to Anfield to haunt Liverpool again as his smart finish gave Arsenal a 2-1 victory.

Arshavin, who scored all four goals in the draw on this ground last April, capitalised on Glen Johnson's error to fire in off a post in the 58th minute.

Johnson's own goal just after half-time had handed Arsenal an equaliser after Dirk Kuyt had put Liverpool ahead four minutes before the break.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Thank you Aki!!!

Just remembered my late grandfather.Really-really miss him so much.He always by my side when I got scolded by my parent.

My grandfather sometimes invites me over to his house whenever holiday. I really like to go to his house. Why? It’s because he will then talk to me and tell me about his life experience and teach me life lessons. He likes to give me a lot of advice and i listen with an open mind.

“If you live life without a goal, you are like a vehicle with limited fuel. You drive around aimlessly and halfway through, your gas runs out and you have yet to reach your destination.”

“If you are old, always feel green. Never once think that you have matured. Once you feel matured, that is the time when you stop learning and start decaying”

“No man is an island. We all need each other. Nobody is perfect. We were born to fill in the gaps that others have and likewise others are needed to fill the gaps that we have. That is why even though you might not like a person, it doesn’t mean that you should totally ignore them.”

“What you are in the future depends on the books that you’re reading today, the friends that you’re hanging around with today and whether you have determined a goal to achieve.”

“Always smile!”

The above are some of his favorite sayings. My grandfather is a really great guy. I think 50% of the changes that happened to me was due to his contribution. He really broke down my walls.I am a better person than i was before. Thank you Aki!!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Je veux...

Je veux atteindre étoiles
mais je crains que dans le noir foncé

Je tiens à l'approche de la lune
mais je Gusar sur les rayons de lumière

Je veux aller au soleil
mais je doute que brûler avant la destination

Je veux trouver la lumière
Je ne veux pas en permanence sombre
parfois je tombe dans le
mais la vie est aussi le nom du test
Ohh Dieu me soit en aide pour survivre

par ainizzaty 211109 22:31 heure française

Malay translation :

aku ingin menggapai bintang
tapi aku takut pada gelap yang kelam

aku ingin dekati bulan
tapi aku gusar pada sinarnya yang terang

aku ingin menapak ke matahari
tapi aku ragu jika terbakar sebelum di destinasi

aku ingin mencari cahaya
aku tidak mahu selamanya gelita
kadang aku rebah di dalam
tapi hidup ini pun namanya ujian
Ohh Tuhan bantulah aku untuk bertahan

oleh ainizzaty 211109 22:31 waktu perancis

This poem was created by one of my friends,Ain Izzaty...
It is attractive to a shared...
but I can not interpret the deep meaning...
So, for those who can translated its' meaning,please do ok!!

beware with your credit card...

Beware when using credit card to fill petrol. Just got to know about this case through a friend that this thing actually happened to one of his co-workers.

She used her credit card to purchase gas at the pump (like most of us do).She received her receipt like normal.. However, when she checked her statement, there were 2 50 charges added in addition to her purchase.

Upon investigation, she found out that because she did not press the 'CLEAR' button on the pump, the employee inside the store was able to use her card to purchase his/her own gas!

To keep this from happening, after you get your receipt, you must press the 'CLEAR' button or your information will be stored until the next customer inserts their card.

Be sure to tell all your friends/family so that this doesn't happen to them!Pressing the clear button is a must whenever your have the transactions, wherenever, whenever and every time.Remember that ok!!

Friday, December 11, 2009

Kolokium SRN 2009

Programme : Kolokium SRN 2009
Venue : Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson
Duration : 9 - 11 December 2009
Organized by: Department of National Unity and Integration Nasional (JPNIN)

Officially opened by: Deputy Minister in the Prime Minister's Department Senator Datuk T. Murugiah (Representative, on behalf of the Minister in the Prime Minister's Department Senator Tan Sri Koh Tsu Koon)

Purpose: To provide an opportunity for leaders in public and private IPT SRN share experiences and exchange views on the management of the IPT SRN respectively and define strategies to strengthen the management and implementation of the SRN.

me with the certificate

just returned back from these programme. so tired lorr...
i promise to talk about it next time ok...
when i got the strength to do so..
see you..
now go to bed..

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

busy again...

at last, i'll be busy again...
no more sleeping...
no more playing...
no more fishing...

my schedule for this month :

1. Kem Kolokium SRN
Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson
9-11 December 2009

2. Volleyball Training
Kompleks Sukan UMP
12-17 December 2009

3. Karnival SIPTAR
UMT & UDM, Kuala Terengganu
19-22 December 2009

4. Sesmarian Batch 29 Gathering & BBQ
Rumah Zulfadli Mazlan, Seberang Takir
26 December 2009

5. Year 2 Semester 2 Registration
UMP kampus Gambang
27 December 2009

gud bye holiday...
i'll miss u again...*sigh*

elephant santuary

me, my sis n my brother-in-law

me n my brothers

my eldest sister wedding..

my big family

Congratulations!!! Wish you always fill each others lives with love and joy....

From these day forward, as you share life's joys and trials, always be together through both laughter and the tears. Wishing you every happiness as you begin your life together...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009


Finally, I’m happy with the way the blog looks and works. I don’t know what caught a hold of me, but I dropped everything else to re-do this blog and its design.Probably the thing that got me really excited.

Really simple and elegant, clean code, and I really loved the colours too. It gave me a great platform to work from and enhance.I’m still thinking about changing the header to give it a bit more personality. A project for another day…

In the meantime, I hope I will start to blog more here. Now, to bed...

Tasik Kenyir fishing trips

a tapah weighing 7 kg

Recently I had the benefit of a little extra time to do some fishing with my male family members. Excited, I got a sms from my brother-in-law to plan a fishing trip in Tasik Kenyir for the Saturday and Sunday. All holiday, no play almost turned me into a dull boy. I decided to fish as well.

Fishing was more of a joyride, checking out different areas. Upon arriving at the river mouth, we found the water too shallow for our boat. There is this long sand bank that made going into the mangrove impossible. We headed back out & fished near some other rocky outcrop.

We had lots of nibbles from crabs at the bottom. After a while my rod tip dipped. I grabbed my rod & slowly brought in the slack. Suddenly all hell broke lose. My reel screamed & the fight was on. The fish swam under the boat & I was praying that my tackle would hold. After about 5 minutes of play I finally landed the fish. A 'baung' of about 1kg in weight made me smile.

a baung that was fish by me

After about an hour we decided to do some trolling back to the jetty. We trolled around some more rocky outcrops but no takers. We arrived at one rocky outcrop that was boiling with leaping anchovies. There must be something big down there. Only problem was we ran out of time and had to return to the resort to do a nature walk.

These fishing trips was indeed great fun & good relaxation. Trouting my brother-in-law make good fishing buddies. Looking forward to fishing with you again bro.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

holiday boredness

okay,first of all, i hate to call this a holiday because I didn't enjoy it at all.Just stay at home doing nothing,ouh yeaaaaah its the most boring-est holiday I've ever had, i mean the only thing i can do is
sleeping,eating,watching TV and playing some PS3 games n then sleeping again.

the only place I went for outing is mosque for Aidiladha n jumaat prayer..*sigh*

I'm very frustrated right now. because I hate it if i didn't enjoy my holiday and its such a waste.For me,i reaaaaaaally need to enjoy and relax during holidays.That !I call a real Holiday.I hate to think about study during holidays.haaaaiiiih

well,at least I get to spend time with my family and get to see my life time bestfriend/soulmate sister/ my bebbeh for one day even though the only thing we did on that day was eating.hah! layaaaaaaaaaan...