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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

our new member...

We have a new member of our household. Please guess who is he...(><,)

-click this picture to enlarge-

Actually, we got a new cat at our home. Our 'Mama' call him as Garfield because he looks cute like Garfield, but I do like call him as Orange.It's more suitable,right??At last, we decided to give him a Malay name,MOHD GADAFFI....hehehe

Orange @ Garfield
Biodata

Full name : Mohd Gadaffi
Nickname : Orange @ Garfield
Age : 2 years old
Gender : Male

He meows a lot and loves attention. He is very affectionate and is a handful at times.He is like a furry alarm clock with a cold noses and warm tongue.Feathered wands and toys with faux-fur or catnip are his favorite.

He stalks anything that moves and love all hunting games, but particularly adore playing fetch.Toss a catnip mouse and he will run it down, "kill it" and trot it back to me, eyes gleaming with predatory triumph.

He really do have strange sleeping positions
So damn cute lorr!!!

Happy birthday my lovely buddy...


Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday, dear Kinah!!
Happy birthday to you.

My dearest Kinah,

I wishing you another year of laughter, joy and fun, 
surprises, love and happiness.
And when your birthday's done,I hope you feel deep in your heart as your birthdays come and go.
How very much you mean to me, more than you can know.

I wish you a most wonderful day sweetheart. Hope you get to take the day off from flying the friendly skies and enjoy doing something fun.

Wish you all the best and hope that everything you want will come true. Hope that you'll never forget me...(><,)

Monday, August 30, 2010

Happy independence day...


Happy independence day for the people of Malaysia. I'm sure everybody are already known that our country is 53 years of independence since 1957. This year, our nation's independence day will be celebrated in the month of Ramadhan. To me, it does not provide any impediment to us to celebrate Merdeka.

For the year 2010, the theme of  Independence Day celebration is "1Malaysia Making Transformation." It is consistent with the concept of  1Malaysia that was introduced by the Prime Minister, the Honourable Datuk Seri Mohd Najib bin Tun Abdul Razak.

It is hoped that this month, all of Malaysian can commemorating the past . The time when we were deprived of life and often oppressed by the colonial country. Those who live in the time before independence fight it out for today independence. Hopefully, our country continues to remain a harmonious multiracial society as well.

"Happy Independence Day"

Merdeka!! Merdeka!! Merdeka!!

2 tests are coming this week...

Two more tests before I'm going back to celebrate 'Hari Raya Aidilfitri' on 3 September. Time is running out, but I have not covered revision for half of the syllabus yet.huhu...(><,)


Fluid Mechanics
1 Sept 2010

Environmental Engineering
2 Sept 2010

The clock is ticking unbelievably fast and I'm not panic at all!! Dunno laa. I'm just happy blogging right now...but at least, that is purely wishful thinking.hehehe...(^_~)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

150 million...

I think you all are already known about this song. I just know it when somebody post the video at the facebook. My first expression about this song is, "Waa,best jugak lagu neh". I know it's 'jiwang' a little bit but it's ok laa for reduce our tension, am I right??

Got its' lyric here. So, let's sing together...*ngeh3x*

-credits to google.com-


Untuk kali ke seratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama
"Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?"
"Apa kau buta? Apa kau pura-pura suka?"

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

"Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa"
"Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea"
"Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara"
"Tapi dia jelas, jujur apa adanya"
"Aku lagi kenal dia..."

Dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku sambil berkata

"Sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa"
"Tapi sayang tahan kalau salah yang saya"
"Sayang mungkin saja keras kepala"
"Tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua"
"Saya kenal sayang saya..."

Buat apa dicerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata

Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi senja
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja, kau saja boleh rasa
Rahsia kita berdua...

Saturday, August 28, 2010

geram giler!!!

Hari nie aku nak menulis dalam bahasa Melayu sbb mood aku x brape nk ok, otak ngah serabut. Geram btol rasenye. Cuma kat blog je aku boleh luahkan pasal nie sbb ianya melibatkan perasaan marah aku. Lelaki kan,mane suka sharing2 masalah neh. Kalau ade awek ok laa jugak,tp kalau orang bujang cam aku nie,nak luah kat sape??

Biasanya aku luahkan kat family aku,tp semenjak dua menjak nie dah kurang kot aku mengadu kat dorang.Aku dah xnak jd anak manja dah.Masalah aku,aku nak selesaikan sendiri je.Lagipun,aku xnak susahkan hati dorang.Sebab selalunya,kalau aku ada masalah,mesti dorang risau giler sampai datang jenguk aku tiap2 minggu cam masa aku masuk UMP nie dulu.Malu lak rasenye kat kawan2.Seb baek x kena label 'Anak Mak' je...

Mesti korang hairan kan,camne laa orang cam aku boleh jadi pemimpin. Masalah sendiri pon xleh selesaikan, inikan pula masalah organisasi. Ntah laa,aku pon cam x caye je aku bleh jadi presiden kelab. Serius, aku x layak pon pegang jawatan tue.

Sekarang nie dah masuk tahun ke-3 aku kat UMP nie,tp still xleh berdikari jugak.Bukan semua laa,cuma beberapa benda je yg aku xleh selesaikan dengan sendiri.Yela,sape laa nak tolong kita kalau bukan diri kita sendiri, kan??

Dah 3 tahun kat sini, baru sekarang aku nampak yg semua orang pentingkan diri sendiri.Aku xnak cakap sape,tp aku rase geram sgt2 kat die.Dah 2 thn kot tinggal 1 rumah, tp still pentingkan diri sendiri je. Yela,aku tau siapa aku,aku bukan ahli keluarga diorg. Tp,sebagai kawan yg x sempurna cam aku,aku x mengharapkan papepon, cuma aku nak sedikit perhatian je,kalau x byk,sikit pon jadi laa.Bukan aku nak diorg belai aku cam 'baby',juz tolong laa ape2 yg patut.

Ini tak, berkawan bila susah je. Bila dah senang, x pandang kite pon.Buat hal masing2. Bile susah,pandai lak cari kite balik. Adakah berbaloi berkawan ngan orang camtu?

Tp, aku x penah berdendam ngan dorang. Kalau diorang ada masalah, diorang datang jumpa aku mintak tolong, aku tolong setakat yang aku mampu. Ayah aku pernah cakap, biar orang buat jahat kat kite,kite jgn buat jahat kat orang.So, aku pegang kata2 ayah aku.

Ayah, bila nak bg Amir bawak kete nie.Amir bukan nak kete yg besar2, kete kecik2 pon ok. Masalah btol kalau xde kenderaan. Susah nak bergerak. Dah laa amir pegang jawatan skang nie, bleh kata tiap2 malam ade meeting. Dah x larat rasenye duk pinjam moto orang. Malu pon ade.

Kalau laa ayah bace luahan hati aku nie, ape laa yg die akan buat ek? Tp,mustahil laa.Dia xkan tau puye.Dia mana ada masa nak bace blog aku. Asyik sibuk je. Mak,ayah,...amir rindu sgt2 kat mak ngan ayah. X sabar rasenye nak blik.huhu....(T_T)

Friday, August 27, 2010

I'm learning along the way...

Life has been so full, good, beautiful... but also hard. A little contradictory I know... well more sad really, I am almost 21 and I am only beginning to figure and sort things out.

I have learned so much about myself lately, the biggest one being that I am a big dreamer... always looking to the next thing. Not taking the time to enjoy but steering full steam ahead at my goals, my ambition and running over the people I love in the process.

So I am learning what it means to enjoy now which is so much harder for me that I thought it would be. For me it doesn't come natural. I am not sure why. It feels like I am the only one constantly fighting with myself to see the bright side of difficult circumstances, to give more than I take, to love with complete selflessness, and to accept the cards I've been dealt.

You may think I am over my infertility and miscarriages. Well what you may not know is they are part of my thoughts daily... yes daily. Whether I like it or not, it's a constant fight.

So I guess what I am saying in all of this is that I just need balance, to shift my dependencies from people and the stuff of this world to God. After all my struggle is so much more than a baby... I know this but I keep forgetting.

It's about finding contentment even if I am not happy where I live or with the circumstances of my life. It's about accepting that I live in a province so far from my family. Yep it's hard, but I don't want to complain anymore.I just need to accept and look past the imperfect areas of my life and hold tight to the truly beautiful and precious things God has blessed me with. I know the list is long and I cannot ignore that fact.

Throwing your shit, isn't that rude enough?


OMG. I hate when i have nothing to hear than about Indonesian making fool of Malaysia. Those people are damn horrible. You feed them and they throw you shit. There are even websites developed just to tell people how bad Malaysian is. If that so, why bother coming here? If you all are just good enough, why come here and commit all crime stuff? If your country is really good, ok. Don't send any of your people here. All of you can 'blah' from here. Even if u don't even have courtesy to say thanks to Malaysia for taking you and give you job and money to eat, just keep quite and behave like a human!!!

Why must they being so angry with Malaysia? As I remember, we have a very-very good relationship before. Malaysia always help them whenever they have any difficulties,am I right? The 'Ganyang Malaysia' and 'Sweeping Malaysian' are so very useless effort lorr. Are they that kind of stupid or what? We have approximately 2 millions Indonesian who are working in Malaysia. What will happened if Malaysia doing the same thing as they did, 'Sweeping Indonesian'? What will happened to their economy if Malaysia pull back all the Malaysian-owned industry in Indonesia and break the relationship?Who gonna help them if they involved with disaster like before ; tsunami,earth quake, volcano eruption. Are they not noticed about this or they are really stupid to think?

This kind of incident have changed my though about how good Indonesian is. After this, maybe I'll not listening nor watching any Indonesia stuff and I'll not buy any products from Indonesia.

"Boycott Indonesia Products"

credits to Utusan Melayu & Hime

Thursday, August 26, 2010

the past and the future...



They say past is past. We need to
move on to see the future. But how can
we move on when our past is the only
thing we ever wanted in the future...

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

My ramadhan

I wish I have something interesting to post here today, then I remember that I haven't write anything about my Ramadhan yet.

Actually I don't have much time to prepare a more interesting post because my time was a bit pack for the past three weeks. I was sitting for my mid-term and trying to act cool so that I can still be online everyday...hehe

Last 2 weeks, I've been invited to break fast with Tuanku Canselor, Tengku Abdullah Al-Haj. I'm feel very fortunate to be there eating with the VVIPs. What is more interesting is the most delicious food.For the poor people like me,it's a very valuable moment because it's not easy to be invited to join this kind of event,right??

Tuanku Canselor
he got some 'duit raya' from Tuanku Canselor
Zul and me

For the past few days, my classmate has organized a breaking fast ceremony to all of A31 members at Padang MPK, Kuantan. This event is an annual programme that we'll held during ramadhan every year.

Zizan and me
our classmates
get ready to break fast
waiting with patience
while waiting the Azan


posing in front of an DSLR
Dunno what they're looking for...
still got time to discuss about club's activity...
A31 girls
I'm still confuse,who is Su and Sha....hehehe
control 'ayu'....hehehe

That's all about my ramadhan for the past 2 weeks.Hope more exciting event were coming onward.Insyallah...(^_~)

Friday, August 20, 2010

The solutions of my failure...

Our country is in transition, out with the old and in with the new. As our club’s leadership prepares to change,me as the president has been reflecting on the legacy that I'll left during my tenure in the organization.

Last week I have saw part of my weaknesses when somebody talked about my biggest disappointments and I realized that I’ve made some mistakes over the last one year that I need to correct.

Here are four ways I’ve failed myself during that terms and how I plan to change them during the upcoming era.

1.Working Hard, Not Smart

My father’s favorite sayings was that he was never the smartest guy in the room but he’d outwork anyone else. He would stay at work all night long to get the job done, sometimes working day after day with little sleep, and many times I was there right beside him.

I’m afraid I’ve had a similar mindset for most of my adult life; what I’ve lacked in experience or intelligence, I’ve tried to make up for with hard work.I’ve put myself through a lot of unnecessary stress and missed out on some neat opportunities because I was convinced that I had to work that hard to be successful.

My solution – Starting at the end of last year made me realize that I always have alternatives to my current situation and that it’s in my best interest to identify and evaluate them. In the future I will be more dilligent with being aware of my best options.

A big part of working smart is setting goals and aligning my actions with those goals, if something I’m doing either doesn’t achieve those goals or seems a roundabout way to get there, I’ll re-evaluate those tasks.

2.Failure to Start

I shared a quote on Facebook the other day that really hit home for me:
“Success is going from failure to failure without a loss of enthusiasm”
– Winston Churchill
If I don’t take the risk of starting something and failing, I will be no closer to success. My problem is that sometimes I overthink things and spend far too long deciding whether to start a project and then how to implement it. This blog is a good example, I should have started blogging two years before I did but I was so busy to start and that time just slipped away.

My solution – If something fits with my strategy that I create while “working smart”, I won’t hesitate to start the project. If I don’t have time to do it myself, I will find someone else to do it for me.

3.Lack of Focus

This has probably been my biggest failure over the last several years. I tend to spread myself too thin and then spend so much time multi-tasking that nothing gets done.

I find myself having so much to do that I get frustrated and overwhelmed. I try staying up all night just to get everything done but I can’t keep that up forever, so instead I will focus in on the projects that fit my strategic goals.

My solution – The action plan I set out in my New Year’s Revolution will help me focus on only a few projects at a time. I have to be careful with my aboe policy on starting new projects. I can’t commit to them until I have the resources lined up to carry them out.

4.Thinking Small

Since I’m the long-haul, hard worker type, I’m good at taking regular small tasks and just plugging away at them day after day. Of course this is a great way to build something over time, it’s probably why I’m such a good money saver, consistent and regular.

However, without a big picture I could be working in circles for the rest of my life. It’s easy for me to keep doing the same thing over and over and optimizing it for success because that’s what I know. BUT, in order to grow I need to push myself this year.

My solution – Set some goals that scare me and seem unattainable, then figure out how to reach them.

Those are the four ways I’ve failed myself during the last one year as a president, with my new plans I will turn around my shortcomings era.I hope I'll succeed to change all this in this 4 months...INSYALLAH

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

today,i'm failed as a leader...

Well if you compare me with an ordinary man, yes, I'm fulfilled. But if you consider me as a leader, I've failed. I've failed because we have not been able to really put up a system that make people in UMP to be proud of us, SRN UMP.

It have been a year I hold the presidency of SRN UMP. But, what are the changes that I have done?

And I know people always say, 'presidents,presidents'. But it has not always been the leaders alone, the military also have their blame. Now, they have changed their uniform into civilian gown and have eaten deep into the political system. I don't believe that we should blame the politicians, I think we should blame ourselves.

But as a leader, I'm not happy that this is happening and we cannot do anything. And that is why you'll notice that in recent times I have been very quiet. I've almost withdrawn to myself, leaving this thing to the youths to take up their own destiny and educate the people. We must have a good election where people must be ready and be able to elect the leaders of their choice.

But for how long are we going to continue like this?You cannot allow all these situations to continue this way. Something must be done and if at critical point, I still want to keep quiet, and not talk, and not try to make things change, I don't know what will happen. Maybe they'll drive me back for having failed completely.

Failing exam is not the bad thing there, but not knowing why you failed is the thing that is bad because, certainly, if you do it ten times, you'll not pass. But once you know why you failed the first exam, you can always repeat it and pass.

So,what can I do now?Should I give-up?

Monday, August 16, 2010

South Korea and Japan,which one is better?

I've always wanted to live or maybe have a wonderful vacation in either Japan or Korea. in terms of money-wise, which is more suitable? Korea or Japan?

Saturday, August 14, 2010

busy n busy n busy again...



ahh .. after a few day full with work .. now i have time for post at my blog .. really lots of works this week ..

For the past 7 days, it was one of the busiest week in my life, tiring too.Trust me, it was non stop! All my ATPs are used up at the end of the day. *faint*.

And a lots of test is coming up! TONNES of assignments are waiting for me to settle also! I'm in total stress lately...

huhu, sOooo tired lorr...( T__T )

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Happy ramadhan

yup,esok dah start bulan pose.so,ape lg.kurang-kurangkanlah ape2 tabiat yg boleh memudaratkan pose korang tue ek.aku pon sme gak.brenti2 laa ngumpat org tue.sory ek kpd sesapa yg ade terase hati,aku terkasar bahasa ke kat org,buat salah ke kat korang,ade terhutang pape ke(klu ade ckp ek,jgn simpan2,aku xtau kot2 aku x ingat nk bayar,tp,setau aku,aku x prnh b'hutang ngan org).harap dapat maafkan aku.ye,bulan2 pose camni,kan elok klu kte bermaaf-maafan.xkan nak tggu smpai bulan syawal kot.ye dak....(^__^)

Puasa dah dekat sangat2. Kalau diikutkan masa post ni ditulis, malam ni secara rasminya akn mula solat tarawih dan esok kena bangun awal pagi untuk bersahur. Seboleh-bolehnya aku nak puasa kali ni jadi puasa yang betul2 puasa yang diterima oleh Allah. Kalau boleh aku tak nak buat bnde2 yg bleh kurang phala puasa aku macam mngata orang, tingkah laku buruk n lain2. Siapa tak nak puasa die diterime ye dak?

Dikesempatan ini aku ingin mngucapkan selamat berpuasa kepada seluruh umat islam di seluruh dunia terutamanya pembaca blog aku ni sendiri. Mintak halal dan mintak ampun,jgn doa buruk2 sbb dah nak puasa ni. Kang ade je yang batal puasa nanti kang rugilaa sangat2. Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dan jangan lupe nak niat pose lak,kan sje je pose tue.

alaa,budak2 pun pandai pose.xkan kte xleh kot.malu laa kat adik2.x kire laa ape2 dugaan & cabaran pon yg datang.kte mesti lawan kte puye nafsu tue.semua tue berpunca daripada diri kte sendiri gak.nak salahkan setan xleh coz depa2 semua tue dah kna ikat tuk sebulan.so,jgn bg byk alasan k...

juz go n dun ever comin back!!

New semester,new life,new goal,new template....

As what my title wrote, i have got a new template for my blog. Still not satisfied yet.So, i gonna wait and see what coming next and i had a new life of course! I'm trying to make the best out of my life.

Just back and currently starting my new semester class. It a new life for me.Had promise myself to get better grade,be a good leader and earn more and more money to be a billionaire! As I'm still young i can still fight for it! Anyway i found out that some of us had grown up to be a great adult. It time to let go and go on a separate road! So Good luck to all my friend!

I think that all i going to write for this post, Looking forward for tomorrow life. :) Cheer guys.

Monday, August 9, 2010

The launch of SRN UMP


All are invited to attend the launch of Sekretariat Rukun Negara Universiti Malaysia Pahang (SRN UMP).
  • Date: August 9, 2010 (Monday)
  • Time: 8pm - 11pm
  • Place: Auditorium, Library of UMP.
  • Dress: Smart casual.
Invited VVIP :
  • Y.H. PROF. DATO 'DR. Daing Nasir Ibrahim (Vice Chancellor of Universiti Malaysia Pahang)                                                                         
  • Y.H Dato 'Azman Amin b.Hassan (Director General of National Unity and Integration)
Lectures: "Rukun Negara ke Arah Pembentukan Keperibadian Mahasiswa"

Do join us ok!!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

At last,I'm coming back!!

It has been a very very long while since i last wrote an entry. I tried writing a few times but i was just too busy to write. Either that or i wasn’t in the mood to write. Wrote half way and then felt that it was boring so i deleted them.

Refreshing previous event that I’ve done is good. But not all the part needs to be remember or even repeating it in my current life.

I’ve stop wrote and coloring this page for so long. Even I my self have stop viewing my own blog as I felt is just a waste of time + I been busy rebuild back my life as it goes messy back end previously.

But I realized by writing, we’re able to cascade our experience as it can be a reminder and alert for other, even every each of people has their own destiny but similarity cases can’t be avoid and deny.

Therefore, let’s have fun with life…. Work Smart… Enjoy…. Learn... improving… love your family and respect your frenz….(^_~)