love of a sister to her brother...

I'm really-really love my eldest sister. She will give everything that I want.

Recently, my phone's broken. Dunno why, it will off automatically every 20 minutes. My sister know about it and she ask me if I want to buy my desire smartphone, Iphone4. She will buy it if I want.

The price for an Iphone4 in Malaysia is almost RM4k. It's like 3/4 from her salary. If I take the money,it's like I take all of his salary. So, how can she pay all of her expenses on that month???

Then she want buy me an Iphone 3gs that is more cheaper than Iphone4, it's cost around RM2k. But I still refuse to accept the money. RM2k is also a big amount of money, right??

Then, she insist me to accept her husband phone, N95. It's not because it's an older phone or it's not my taste.Just because the phone have a good memory between them.
 
I know she really2 concern about me and she will do anything for me, but how can I accept that money. What other people will think about me?? I'm not a bad brother ok.

I just think that it's not necessary because I'm still a student. Why must I use such an expensive phone just to text message and call home to say that I'm ok and no need to worry about me.

How can I will grow-up and get married if everybody treat me as a spoiled child even my age already 21??

Come on laa. I've grown up already. This Amir Fadli is not the same Amir from 5 or 10 years ago,who always crying if he didn't get what he want. I'm not that kind of child anymore. I've become a mature boy laa....

However, thanks god because YOU gave me such a good sister...(><,)