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Friday, March 19, 2010

My love story...

I am very surprised that I will post my feelings on this blog. Funny, but yes because I've promise to someone to post a story about it. Jaa, I've fulfilled my promise okay.

Let's scroll down a little bit. If you are feeling like to vomiting, do not hesitate to close this blog okay...!!!

So,here the story. ...*ngeh3*

I am falling in love with my best friend. We have been friends since we were 18 and we are 21 now. We have never been intimate until about a few weeks ago. We've always said that when we are 25 we will get married if we are both single.

Well, now I am wanting her sooner than that. It's really driving me crazy inside because I've never thought I'd feel this away about her. I've asked so many people what they think I should do and I get all kinds of different answers so now I'm more confused than I was in the beginning. The best advice I got was from my mom. I know that's kinda cheezy but my mom gives good advice. She says to just follow my heart and not listen to what everyone else is telling me. If it feels right, do it. If it doesn't maybe you should hold back for a little while until the timing feels better. I am going to try to tell my friend over the weekend how I feel but I'm going to wait until I see how things feel when I see her.

So, I talked to my friend this weekend. She actually brought it up. She feels the same way as I do. We are both really scared going into this because of how strong our friendship is. She said that i am the only thing she has ever been successful with and she doesn't want to screw that up now. She lives in a different city than I do and our university is also differ. I'm in Kuantan and she was in Tanjung Malim. We just contacted through telephone and yahoo messenger.

We are going to take it slow in the beginning and just see how it feels before we dive to far into. That way we have a better chance of being able to go back to friends if we need to. I'm thinking we shouldn't do anything drastic yet. I'm going to give it a few months and see how it feels.


  1. yawwnn** =)
    do u know companionate love? love that is based on frienship, mutual attraction,shared interest,respect n concern for one another's welfare.. i rase relationship based on frienship lebih baik..full of intimacy,passion n comitment... =)

  2. it's kinda funny when my name is stated in this entry...hahaha..i'm just kidding actually(^_^)

    but it's ok...so u are having long distance relationship..:)
    i'm sure both of u love each other so much and i'm wishing all the best for u~

    your mum is very sporting is it???hehehe
    that's good...u made a good decision...
    ok,don't forget to send my regards to your beloved,iris salju..:)

  3. miss farhana :

    yup,I've heard that before.thanks for the advices.hahaha,bestnye dapat nasihat dari lawyer camnie...(^_~)

    jaa :

    haha,really!! wak malu amir jah...(*_*)

    mak amir mmg sporting abeh.jiwa maseh muda laa katakan...hahaha

    dah xyah pesan dah,my iris salju dah bce sendiri....*ngeh3x*(poyo je ayat..)