insomnia..

I caaaaaaaaaaan’t sleep. Repeat after me “Stop worrying! Stop worrying! Stop worrying!”
[How can i not worry? It's crazy! So many things to do and so little time to do them... plus, i don't really have the technical know how to do them]

Hey, that’s not so bad, i’ll have to slowly deal with. Right? Right? (tries hard to cheer myself up). Thank God i’m still alive.

People have been telling me not to stress myself too much and more of these kind people are going to show up telling me the same thing but how can i not be stressed when I’m so uncertain about my abilities? It’s just very easy for a person to tell another person to “not stress yourself too much” but it’s another thing for the person who’s actually stressing. Hah! Well, i do appreciate the concern and i sincerely thank those kind people. At least i know that they care and well, i don’t know… it’s just nice to know that people care about you. (now i’m trying to think about all the good stuff… counting my blessings…1,2,3,4…infinity)

I was about to go to sleep an hour ago until my list of ‘To Dos’ came rolling like the credits at the end of a show. One by one they kept popping up in my head and then i went all psycho and started going zonkers about them. Now i feel all better after blogging about them. I hope i don’t burnout with so many things at hand.

I really do feel unproductive nowadays. I guess it’s time i smack myself in the face(Imagine looking in the mirror, aiming for your own face and SMACK!) for being such a lazy person. Wahahaha. (Smacks myself again for the unwarranted laughter)

Okay, okay, no more playing around and no more sleeping at 5am in the morning every single day. Time to buck up, readjust to being a productive citizen and be a good Student. No more wasting time and doing stupid stuff. Got it?! (talking to myself)

“Yessssheeeeerrreeee!” (Answering my own question).

[This is what happens when you can't sleep and feel stressed. You pose questions to yourself and then you answer them.

Weird huh? (x_x) ]

Good. Now go to bed soldier!

“Yes sir!”